What a doozey of an episode! There are events in life that many of us cannot change. And some of us grew from those events. Others were beaten down and broken by them. Some people see opportunity during adversity. For some of the folks in The Deuce, they’ve either been broken, shaped, hardened or rolled with what’s happened. It’s easy to point the finger and say, “Well, I would’ve done this” or “I would never have done that” – but the simple truth is, a human being never knows what they’ll do until they are forced in a situation that puts them in an uncomfortable position. As much as we all would like to think we’re tough and fearless, deep down, we all suffer from anxiety, insecurity and comparing ourselves to others. That’s my take going into this episode, but here is the Inside clip –
Melissa ends up moving forward with her life and leaves town to return home with her father. Oh, it’s not going to be all sunshine and roses; not with her past as a prostitute and adult film star. No matter how much her father says he doesn’t judge her for what she did in the past, we simply know that he’s upset about the choices his daughter made. We shouldn’t judge people by their pasts; they don’t live there anymore. Then again, Melissa’s father can’t let go and move on.

Paul continues to take care of his partner and we are reminded of how frail life can be. It makes you appreciate the people in your life, well, most of them at any rate. Todd is sicker with the disease and it’s only a matter of time before he dies. It’s sad and an eye-opener to what many gay couples were experiencing in the 1980s with the AIDS scare everywhere.
Lori, trying to branch out into more legitimate fields, is humiliated and defeated upon finding out that she didn’t get a part in a movie that she auditioned for. She’s so desperate to reinvent herself by any means how. She started off as a prostitute who had a violent, controlling pimp and branched out into the adult film industry while battling several drug and alcohol addictions. She’s a survivor but life should be more meaningful. She’s upset with herself and her self esteem clearly hits an all-time low. Back at The Deuce, she is a train wreck of emotions and stumbles into Big Mike’s arms (he’s swoon-worthy, from my 
Vincent and Frankie celebrate another birthday together. And we all knew that Frankie was cruising for a bruising over the past few seasons. He’s a hothead, notoriously being a screw-up; having beefs with the wrong guys; trying to prove he’s mob material and getting in way over his head with one get rich fast scheme over another. How many times did Vincent tell his brother to stop being stupid, to stop taking on business deals that get him in the red? After getting in huge trouble from Rudy about the parlor viewing movies being cut with disgusting child exploitation clips, his side hustling of drugs got even dirtier. Frankie wanted to be part of Rudy’s crew but because he’s reactive instead of being level-headed, Frankie took the rejection poorly. Frankie, it seems, was cutting the quality out of his drugs and 
